http://xiao-hei.blogdrive.com/ Living.In.A.World.Of.I.Me.And.Myself Sat, 25 Sep 2004 12:35:03 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2004. http://xiao-hei.blogdrive.com/archive/71.html Sat, 25 Sep 2004 20:31:28 GMT i seems to have alot of things to say.. about me, life, things around and people around.. but i don't seems to know where to start.. these few days too many things have happened.. it's always like this.. when i have the time to blog, i don't know what to write.. well, this is me.. many things have changed since the start of the year.. good and bad.. people step in and out of my life.. i realised i shouldn't have stepped into the cyber world 10months plus ago.. more sad news than good news.. i admit i've met quite afew good people.. but nevertheless, bad people are still there.. i can't... (more) http://xiao-hei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=71 http://xiao-hei.blogdrive.com/archive/70.html Wed, 15 Sep 2004 20:28:28 GMT I know i haven't been here for a long time, or i should say i don't use le anymore.. but the bloody blogspot ain't working.. and i have a sudden urge to say something here.. so ya, here i am.. Read through some bulletins in friendster.. There's one posted by ryl about the story.. it's sad.. i feel so fortunate to have *her and knowing that she loves me and i love her.. i can't imagine one day if she were to leave my life, what would it be.. if that day has to come, please let me know in advance.. at least i know i can stop it from coming.. passby another bulletin about life.. it's posted by... (more) http://xiao-hei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=70 http://xiao-hei.blogdrive.com/archive/69.html Tue, 17 Aug 2004 21:23:24 GMT I know I am not a good stead.. Someone who only knows how to use break ups as an excuse for everything.. Do u know how i really feel? I know I didn't give u all the tender, love and care u need.. I never really care about how u feel whenever i leave.. I'm trying.. ever since that day I realised how much u mean to me.. leave or break up is no longer in my mind.. I really want to live my life with you.. Do u understand how i feel? I know u have low self esteem.. Have I ever blame u for that? I've never regret patching with u.. I've never regret loving u.. I've never regret waiting for u..... (more) http://xiao-hei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=69 http://xiao-hei.blogdrive.com/archive/68.html Sun, 15 Aug 2004 17:12:03 GMT hey people, my blogspot is up~ feel free to link it.. thanx.. anyway, this blog won't be in use anymore.. i'll still leave it there for memories.. so, take care.. =] http://xiao-hei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=68 http://xiao-hei.blogdrive.com/archive/67.html Fri, 13 Aug 2004 02:03:12 GMT hey peeps, after using blogdrive for so long, i've decided to go back to blogspot.. while blogspot's web is still under construction, i'll still be here.. i won't be using my old blogspot.. i'm creating a new one.. after so long, i almost forget how to use it le.. so people, pls bear with me as i'm still creating my background.. anyway, just to keep u people informed.. these few days of mine is disaster.. nothing much to say le.. -=[gone]=- http://xiao-hei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=67 http://xiao-hei.blogdrive.com/archive/66.html Sat, 07 Aug 2004 16:18:27 GMT What do you call a person who: -walks like a zombie? -fakes laugher? -will even fall while walking up the stairs? -keep dropping things? -vulgarities everywhere? -listless? -kept crying? What word can be used to describe such person? unlucky? out of love? or just plain tired? i don't know.. seems like there's no word that can be used to describe.. anyway, haven't been blogging for quite some time.. nothing much to say.. even if there is things to say, i don't even know how to say.. i have too much in mind.. too much.. so much that i don't even know where to start.. i... (more) http://xiao-hei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=66 http://xiao-hei.blogdrive.com/archive/65.html Wed, 04 Aug 2004 17:37:37 GMT What a day... Life.. is bring me down.. i feel so like i no longer have the energy to walk this road.. Feels like something is out there to take my life.. No, i can't let it do so.. but, i just feel like taking a break, a break from everything.. and i mean everything.. school, work, her, my family, friends and even, strangers... happiness just won't last long.. Everytime, when i'm alone, all that accompany was tears.. and even now as i write this, tears are flowing... i can't seems to see the road in front of me.. i feel so small.. i feel so empty inside me.. nothing seems right.. she just... (more) http://xiao-hei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=65 http://xiao-hei.blogdrive.com/archive/64.html Tue, 03 Aug 2004 21:11:16 GMT Today is just so darn abnormal.. First is work.. Then sleep.. Then now.. memories.. shall talk about it later.. Didn't blog for yesterday.. wasn't online.. or rather, i wasn't online for these 2 days.. was busy with school and life.. Today, work.. it really sucks.. after work we still have to scrub the bloody floor.. David, Dennis and me were playing man.. Scrub the floor and made a mess everywhere.. Oh well.. 3 toots.. wat can we do? met franky for the first time.. he's our new manager.. miki was transferred to Thomson.. Anyway, got to know that ai hui was transferred because of bee yian..... (more) http://xiao-hei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=64 http://xiao-hei.blogdrive.com/archive/63.html Mon, 02 Aug 2004 03:55:07 GMT How happy can a person be? i can't say that I'm the happiest person on earth, but I can be one of them.. Imagine i have a wife who's willing to learn cooking for my sake, get to hear the best voice of my wife early in the morning, have my wife to help me safe my allowance, etc.. Though there are unhappy things in between, our love surpass everything.. having this love is more than enough.. All i need is her and my day will be fine.. Although we can't see each other everyday, but it's enough.. I have time to be with her, have time to miss her... The things we've been through.. everything... (more) http://xiao-hei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=63 http://xiao-hei.blogdrive.com/archive/62.html Sat, 31 Jul 2004 15:11:43 GMT ok.. I haven't been seriously blogging till today i would say.. Today is somehow the best day of my life.. At last, she's willing to face nique.. my dream of going out together with nique and me and both our girls are fulfilled.. -smilez- I'm sure it took her alot of courage to face her.. I don't know why, out of a sudden she would call nique and said that she wanna meet her.. I was kind of shocked.. someone she somehow hated for so long... Anyway before that, i was so angry with her.. The way she treated me seems so different with her that bunch of friends around.. she started pushing... (more) http://xiao-hei.blogdrive.com/comments?id=62